It makes me want to weep with joy and gratitude just thinking about it. From conception you held me safely in your hands. I can envision a little girl in hyper speed growing, and at every stage though she felt isolated she was placed, position, and covered because you were with her every step of the way.
There’s never been a moment where you have not chosen me, or loved me. No matter how much I’ve struggled, or strayed you always had open arms extended towards me and unfailing love for me. How beautiful is that. I sit here as an adult woman in awe as I reflect on your goodness, love, kindness, compassion, and mercy.
Over the years, I’ve had my fair share of limiting beliefs that have kept me from fully knowing you. For so long I’ve accepted my flawed perspective, and thinking…allowing that to shape my reality. In return I missed out on the beauty that was right in front of me, around me…and within me.
See there was one truth all those years…I’m not worthy, and I never will be because you are truly the only one who is. Yet, you still made choice of me. So, I am called, equipped, purposed, powerful, and all that I needed to be through you and you alone.
It may have taken me a while, but thank you for opening up my eyes and heart to you. Thank you for never giving up on me. Even when I’ve given up on myself repeatedly and others have done the same, you never walked away. You remained and REMAIN.
Thank you for seeing beyond my flaws and putting in the work to polish my potentials. I know greatness is in store because with you on my side, I can’t fail. You’ll lead me to where I need to be.
No one and nothing can stop your plans for me, or strip me of what’s already been declared by you. The only one who had been and can stand in the way …is me. I chose whether I will submit, surrender, trust, obey, and believe.
So, as I sit here in the midst of navigating divorce and the restructuring of my life, I trust you. You were faithful from conception and you are faithful now. None of this takes you by surprise. You want me, and you have me. So, the rest is in your hands…. who, where, how, and when. Those who are meant to remain will, and those who you need to exit you’ll allow to do so.
Thank you for knowing what’s best, and help me to press forward towards all that you have in store for me. There’s so much you see when you see me, and I’m tired letting my greatness idly pass me by. You are calling me to greater, and you are calling greater out of me. Help me to step into all that I am, and all that you have for me. I am yours, and my life belongs to you.
That baby you envisioned long ago is finally blossoming. Your beautiful sweet spirited young lady is dropping off the weight and covering that has buried her far too long. That powerhouse of a woman you knew I would be, is coming forth and being unveiled. Thank you for protecting my growth, assisting me in my becoming, and helping me to steward where I go from here.
All along you’ve been with me.